I am what you are

E-Learning Week

2009-11-24T23:19:00.002+08:00

To some, eLearning week is the best week of the whole semester. Towards the positive extent I do find it appealing, but towards the negative side, I actually find it hell.

Reasons:
- One must be independent.
- Must be aware what is there to be done on that day.
- There is more workload compared to other normal weeks in
the school semester schedule.
- The awareness part of what have to be done on that day is just
killing me.

In actual fact, i'm torturing myself to remember stuff that i shouldn't be bothered with. I hate this week, i hate this part.

Well, to the positive extent, one can relax when they finish their assignment early and there is no waiting for the bus and taking 2hr rides to school.. Yay! to that. But why couldn't it be applied for ComT? darn. need to come back to school.. :(

Need a black turtle neck

2009-11-14T18:43:00.004+08:00

gosh, I need a black turtle neck... well, I know its' not practical to wear it in Singapore due to the hot and humid weather but hell, its' cool and it fit my style... haaa

On, the other note, Lady GaGa new 'Bad Romance' video is freaking awesome. Can't get enough of the video and the song. He looks prettay without her make up on. Hope there would be more of her upcoming video with that calibre and quality on 'Bad Romance'

Well enjoy the video guys! =D

With Regards: Khairul Amirul =S

G.A.S

2009-11-10T11:16:00.001+08:00

G.A.S = Gear acquiring Syndrome

come on laa... keep the funds come in..
need to buuuuyyyyy stuffs...
:(

Linger

2009-09-03T16:55:00.000+08:00

The Cranberries - Linger

If you, if you could return, don't let it burn, don't let it fade.

I'm sure I'm not being rude, but it's just your attitude,
It's tearing me apart, It's ruining everything.

I swore, I swore I would be true, and honey, so did you.
So why were you holding her hand? Is that the way we stand?
Were you lying all the time? Was it just a game to you?

But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

Oh, I thought the world of you.
I thought nothing could go wrong,
But I was wrong. I was wrong.
If you, if you could get by, trying not to lie,
Things wouldn't be so confused and I wouldn't feel so used,
But you always really knew, I just wanna be with you.

But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

And I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

WTS: Xbox 360 Games

2009-09-01T23:00:00.000+08:00

Selling:

Assassin Creed
Naruto: Broken Bond

Price:
Offer Me

Trades:
Mirrors Edge
Ninja Gaiden 2

Sms me at 9 8 0 0 8 2 7 3

ps: deal @ sengkang

Leather Jacket

2009-08-30T01:56:00.002+08:00

Yeah, yeah!
I got my leather jacket!
well, maybe not pure leather,
its a bit of a mixture i guess.
nonetheless, 'wants' achieved!
Yay!!

Btw, i bought it from zara. :)

I Will Always Love You

2009-08-20T01:36:00.002+08:00

A cover by Connie Talbot of the famous song - I will always love you by whitney houstan.

Not too bad for a girl that young.
If im not wrong, she is the girl from America Got Talent.
Bright Future ahead for this girl?
yeah i think so

- khairulamirul

Samsung Jet or....

2009-08-17T01:25:00.003+08:00

Been planning to get a new phone.

one of the top choices is this Samsung Jet
and another is

the HTC Magic.

Can't decide.

Both look elegant and sexy.

HTC Provides Microsoft Office

While Samsung Provides Endless multi-media capabilities.

so which one should i choose?

M1, Stupid M1

2009-08-16T01:29:00.003+08:00

M1 Suck

4 days ago i sign up for m1 broadband plan at NP.

till now, the SIM is not activated. Called M1 and they said
that they get back to me soon. But till now, i get no freaking call

M1 sucks! Big Time. I just wanna use my freaking Mobile Broadband that im
going to pay for myself. Dammit M1, student money scammer!

I'm going to call them tomorrow and let see what are they going to say next.
M1 SUCK!!

- khairulamirul.

Gita Gutawa

2009-08-06T23:56:00.005+08:00

Im addicted to Gita Gutawa, Again!! Lol

Gita Gutawa soo cuteeee... i likkee!!!
sounds gay? yup i know!

I find Gita Gutawa a cute sophisticated girl which i adore alot.. Her voice
and song isn't that bad, actually it's good. A unique soothing voice that serenades me to sleep.
I'm equally attracted to her and her voice and songs.
Well, if you ask me who is my dream girl, i might just point out towards

Gita Gutawa.

Funny Fact:
I was motivated to work hard for my 'O' level because of Gita Gutawa..
I was planning to be successful, going to Indonesia being some logistic bigshot there,
and through connections, I would finally meet this dream girl of mine..
lol.
Hopefully it would come true, it's possible you know, me meeting Gita Gutawa..
Maybe making her my gf..
Lol..

Lawa Kan!!

Leather Jacket

2009-08-02T21:26:00.000+08:00

Lol.
I want a Leather Jacket!! Arggh..
Should get it for this coming Hari Raya.
This year Hari Raya theme is either MJ's Look
or
lol.. i dunnoe..
....

Well, actually ever Hari Raya, I have a theme, as in terms of what i'm wearing
it's as though it's Halloween where people play dress up and stuff.
But for me, i do it on Hari Raya cause my mum would give a some kachings
to buy clothes and stuff.
Once i bought coat and tie and the theme for that year was manager.. lolol.. that was when
i was quite young.
Last year's was that i wore fedora hat and wore long sleeves..
quite cool,
wearing those types of clothing while visiting relatives house.
Others would wear the traditional Baju Kurung while i wear those type of nonsensical clothing.
But what do i care.

But to keep in touch with my culture and religion, the 1st day i would wear the Baju Kurung
But for your info, i wore the same Baju Kurung for the last 5 or 6 years.. lolololol..

New Equipments, Replacement

2009-07-27T23:50:00.003+08:00

Hey Friends,

Have not been updating much lately. Didn't really had the urge to update stuff...
Well, i'm here to update anyway. Been shopping for new equipments lately.
Bought a MXR Super Comp to replace my busted Boss Cs-3.. lol just bought the Cs-3
and now its busted.. Sian....

Anyway, bought a new LIGHTER bass for my November Gig. Been planning to get a new
bass for a long long long long time but didn't had the reason to do so. soo i took the opportunity to get a new one since the jazz bass i own is being utilized by my cousin, i got to
get a new p-j bass.. lol.. quite a good deal..
Got it for $120. The person initially wanted to sell it for $250. I used my lowballing skills
and get it for that cheap. Lol. The guy who sold it to me was a nice chap. We talked and yeah,
he seems cool.

School is being a bit suckish since i failed an MCQ test for Econs.. hais..
I;m not sure what in the world is happening to me. But well, i will do my best for
the next upcoming test.

Left a few more projects to be done. Hopefully success and love would be on my side.. =P

With love,
Khairul Amirul

Shabang Shabang

2009-06-23T00:48:00.003+08:00

Found this video cute by Soohee and Park hyun bin.
Soohee soo cute.
For wonder girls, soohee is dream for me! lol.

Specky came back to life! =)

2009-06-23T00:43:00.002+08:00

Well not exactly turned back to life but.
replaced to a new frame. Got it replaced for free from spectacle hut, the place where i bought
specky from. Well done spectacle hut for the after sales service, very pleased!
Got it back on the 19th. lol. yay!

Die Specky died.

2009-06-15T00:09:00.009+08:00

Specky :(

Eyes not to the fullest potential. Its killing me not being able to see clearly.
Reasons: Specky Died, actually one of the lens popped out.
Why: Mosh?

Today went to audiocrib for a friend friend's gig. Watched 2 performance. The first one was not bad, they played somewhat of a pop rock and post hardcore. Nothing bad nor good about the band. Just average. Or may I say boring.
The second performance was a bit lame. They played hardcore and due to this they demanded a mosh pit. The audience was like a bunch of poseurs who mosh like gays dancing in a nudist pub. Epic gayness. The lead guitarist was a show off. Keep on playing the scales, showing that he can shred. Lol. I somewhat think he played/acted like a monkey. He acted like as thou he is a rock god with his monkey attitude and stupid scales.

Then there was the moshing part. Lol. This part is epicly lame. Why one should not mosh now. The place was damn bloody small, to many poseurs and it wasn't suitable to mosh.
After 1 or 2 songs, the lead singer demanded the audience to mosh. He was like, ' where is the mosh pit.' Me and my friends was like lol, first gig and you asking us to mosh for you. Its like a first date and asking the girl to get married.
After awhile, the mosh started by next song, i was pushing the dudes away. Reason: There is a girl and i was helping her boyfriend to push the dudes away.
It goes on throughout the session then finally it was the final song. I was like what the heck, lets mosh with these poseurs. Song started and i entered to mosh pit. Realizing that I still got my specs on, i tried to escape the mosh pit wanting to put it in my bag which my cousin was holding. As i was escaping, the power of the pit suck me back in. Trashed and scattered in the pit i fell on my butt. Realizing my specs was missing, i looked around for it. Then this dude help me back on my feet, but i was like, f*** you dude, i got a spec to find. Found it and it was broken. Dammit, there goes my $400 specky which i bought using my first pay.
Pissed off i maybe but i just kept my cool.

After that event, we went to paradiz and bought a guitar capo. Need one of those since the one i had was missing.
We then head towards Esplanade water front to watch another performance. This time it was by a Korean band name: OH! Brother. They played 60's rock and roll ala Beatles, The Wonders.
They were awesome and their stage presence was great. This is what i say great musicians, not pussy rockstars. This is what i hope to achieve with my current band and hopefully we can be great musicians and not PUSSY ROCKSTARS!

OH! Brother

And Us

I will be what you want me to be.

2009-06-13T03:32:00.007+08:00

Avril lavinge - I Will Be

Lyrics:
There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Cause without you I cant sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life), I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay.

Pictures of you, pictures of me!

2009-06-13T03:24:00.002+08:00

1L01

Have You Ever Really Loved a Woman

2009-06-10T18:32:00.006+08:00

To really love a woman
To understand her - you gotta know it deep inside
Hear every thought - see every dream
N' give her wings - when she wants to fly
Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
You know you really love a woman

When you love a woman you tell her
that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
she needs somebody to tell her
that it's gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really
- really really ever loved a woman?

To really love a woman
Let her hold you -
til ya know how she needs to be touched
You've gotta breathe her - really taste her
Til you can feel her in your blood
N' when you can see your unborn children in her eyes
You know you really love a woman

When you love a woman
you tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
she needs somebody to tell her
that you'll always be together
So tell me have you ever really -
really really ever loved a woman?

You got to give her some faith - hold her tight
A little tenderness - gotta treat her right
She will be there for you, takin' good care of you
Ya really gotta love your woman...

Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
You know you really love a woman
When you love a woman you tell her
that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
she needs somebody to tell her
that it's gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really
- really really ever loved a woman?

Just tell me have you ever really,
really, really, ever loved a woman? You got to tell me
Just tell me have you ever really,
really, really, ever loved a woman?

Songs im addicted too.

2009-06-09T00:10:00.005+08:00

Wings - Sejati
Due to the cool guitar riffs and solo

Wings - Taman Rashida Utama.
Gilerrr punya vocal range. Power guitarist!

Well, addicted to Wings currently.. =D

Wednesday 3rd June - Ramdom Camwhores

2009-06-09T00:01:00.006+08:00

No Lifers Girls and Guys alike

Man bored to their ass

Summary of my week!

2009-06-08T23:38:00.003+08:00

Well, did not have time to update last week so i shall give a brief summary of my previous week.

Thursday:
Well, this day basically was like a blunder day. Why might u asked?
Firstly, i forgot to print the cover page for my IS CATS Project, i have to print it after school then have to walk all the way to IS block just to hand in a piece of my project. lol. -.-
Then it was time to go home. I went took the bus with Francis and alighted near Marymount MRT to take the train back home.
Took the new circle line home but it wasn't my first time cause i had previously took it with Wei Jie. I have to alight at serangoon and transit to NEL to get back to Sengkang. Basically, i screwed up this part. I took the wrong direction. Was too tired to think and alight the train going towards Harbour Front. When i boarded the train, i notice a familiar face from my sec school. It was the 'adik jalan lembut' dude. We exchanged greetings then he asked me where i'm. I said HOME!
Then he gave me this blur look. Then i just wonder off hoping to reach home early. Well, basically that didn't happened. I realized that i was at BOON KENG! Wow! Then i paisey-ly said to him im alighting. I was like, OMG! How can i be so slengggerr! HAH!
Then i guess that's it. I just chill at home and studied for econs on Fri.

Friday:
Well, better as no blunders happened. Reach home from school and downloaded Maple. Felt the urge to restart Maple back so i did. Played till it was 7plus the when to my aunt's house for dinner. Meet my cousins and chill. Then, i received a call. It was my aunt. She said there's a job on Sat and was wondering i want it. Well, i immediately said yes cause i basically need the 'KACHINGS' for mom and Luq's birthday presents that i still owed.
Mom - External HDD
Luq - DiMarzion's Straps Locks
Basically that was it. Then Carry on chilling/chatting with cousins and we talked about r/s and stuff.

Saturday::
Woke up at 10 chill and do some random stuffs like breakfast. Later at 12 left for work. Meet some new people. Some were ex/students of Ngee Ann and S'pore Poly. Mingle and chat around with them. Talked about school and stuff.

Sunday:
Woke up at 3pm. Hah! slack, chill, rotting at home.
DONE!

Monday:
Went to school for maths remedial. Ate at megabites then made our way home. Nthing particularly interesting about Monday cause its Monday. Played maple.
DONE AND DEAD!

Well, basically Thursday was the most interesting day for me. lol.

Screwed-ness

2009-06-03T12:50:00.005+08:00

AH! i think i'm screwed. Screwed beyond the ultimate screwed-ness. Thinking that i would get through poly in one piece is freaking wrong.
The actual fact is that i wont get through it in one piece. Didn't expect it to be this difficult. Well, i guess i should start studying in advance for the upcoming tests.
Thanks for the wake up call!

Well, the next quiz and test that im having would be maths and Econs. Hopefully i would do better for Econs. HOPEFULLY!!!
Come to think of it, I think NP is screwed in the head! Test week was suppose to be next week but they place all the tests today. What is left for next week? only MATHS! Well, there are negative and positive on that.

Positive:
Come to school once next week, can concentrate on maths till next week.
Negative:
They are too screwed in the head till they can't think the sufferings of putting everything in one day.
Screw you for that.

Well. Gah! Accept it like a man and don't look back in anger and regret.
Now, Study for the next test next Term..
- bye-ness

test,test,test

2009-06-02T19:34:00.003+08:00

Wake me up when September ends.
Wake me up when the tests ends.
OMG!! it's here, it is really here. I would have 3 tests tmr. BizCa, Intro to Logistics, Econs and a stupid maths quiz. Did not expect it to be here so soon. It was the first day of school and now its the exams/tests. Nvm, no sleep and study2.

I did something wrong and stupid yesterday. I feel so sad, sad, sad...
Neh, nvm. I shall to my best to make it up.

Niwaes, im still in school studying.
Hope to go home soon. So yeah.. Beat it! =D

Have you ever really love a girl/woman

2009-05-29T02:00:00.002+08:00

If you love a woman, tell her that she is really wanted. If u love a woman, tell her that she is the one. She needs somebody telling her that its gonna last forever.

This particular phrase stuck in my mind, playing over and over again. It's one of those phrase which would motivate you to do something.
A song from Bryan Adams - Have You Really Loved a Woman?

I've been listening to this type of song/genre over and over again. I'm not quite sure is it my mood or is there something to do with a particular part of my life.
But one thing for sure, this song is really beautiful, inspiring and addictive.
Bryan Adams sure know how to make beautiful songs which is melodic yet addictive. I feel that current day artist has lost that sense of touch. I wish i had Bryan Adams skills of making music. If i would have, i would be freaking Awesome!! yeah!

Anyway, i feel that I'm wasting time blogging whereas i got loads of work to do such as:
Web Publishing - Project
Econs - eLearning + Tutorial
Maths - mOL last 2 chaps and tutorial

That's It. Actually this is just an excuse for me to list down things so i can get it done.

=))

Barca Vs Man U

2009-05-28T03:34:00.005+08:00

1st Half

The much anticipate match is here. Barca Vs Man U. Man U showed promising attacking styles during the 1st 10min. They received a free kick and Roanaldo NEARLY scored but thanks to Barca quick thinking, they cleared the ball just in the nick of time.
Barca then recovered from that and suddenly Eto shoots and GOAL!. It was the 1st attempt on goal and they scored. Truly a 1st class player, a 1st class team.
After they scored, Barca dominate the game. They played a passing game, dominating the possession of the ball till the half time whistle.
Truly a magnificent 1st half by 2 of the best clubs in the world, in terms of player and tactics.

Score: 1:0

ps. I'm rooting for Barca. FTW!!

2nd Half

As expected, Man U would start off strong, playing a mindless attacking game such in the 1st half. But they can only last for so long. Soon enough, Barca starts to dominate the game again through their possession and passing game skills.
After awhile, Barca received a direct free kick about 20 meters or so from goal. Xavi, took the free kick and just to be denied by the the woodwork or is it the keeper? ha, i'm not to sure. :D
After awhile, Barca got back the momentum and they scored. Through a brilliant cross from Eto? to Messi who heads the ball the glory. After that score, Barca played their match well and they defended good as a team.

Final Score: 2:0

Barcelona! Champions of Europe.

Bad/Good Players:
Eto: He played a wonderful game, very active and strong. Fight for ball well.
Messi: Another great player. Active, fights for ball and the wonderful goal by him is magnificent as when he heads it to goal it looks so cool!
Ronaldo: Active but selfish. Shoots and thinks that he's the best. He committed quite a number of fouls.
Vidic: He had quite a number of blunders. Disappointing.

It's so early yet so late

2009-05-27T03:29:00.003+08:00

Yeah im still up at this hour. Re-doing my blog as im bored. yeah.. so check it out as i may post something interesting and share it with you guys
going to sleep now..
~bye!

xbox 360

2009-01-28T00:51:00.000+08:00

been dreaming of owning an xbox 360 console myself. but never really had the urge to buy it due to complications of cash and also the need of buying some other stuff...
suddenly it came to mind that i wanted the console soo badly till i scout through forums to find the best deal. but then, those deal were clinch by some other idiots.
so its back to finding the best deal possible. thinking of buying a brand new set which cost abt $339. but then whats the point, i wont be able to get any good games. maybe i should just wait by the pond and wait for a big fish to bite my bait.

but i hope i would play the xbox after i bought it. i've got this feeling i wont as i shall be occupied by some other stuff.. as which goes for the same when i bought my 1st ps2. i played for about a month then i stopped.. reason being that im not really intrested in it.. i hope its isnt a waste of money buying the console.

for guitars, i dont see it as a waste of money, i see it as an investment.

other news:
finally smsed her after a few days of complete disconnection. there are many misunderstanding between us, something that is difficult to resolve. time will heal all problems.. but for how long im not too sure.. i hope soon cause i really love her alot. no expressive vocabulary can express my true feelings for her. but well, its kinda lame being in love at this age. i truly hope everything would be fine soon. =))

poem for her:
sky is black sky is blue
im really in love with you
may the clouds cover you when its hot
as i would hug and warm you up when its cold.

urz truly

-khairulamirul

The end of 2008

2008-12-31T20:25:00.000+08:00

As the sun sets down below the horizon....
i gazed upon the stars and look back what i've done for 2008. there are many things that im proud of while there are others that im not... nonetheless, im proud to say that i completed the course of 2008... there are many up's and down's but its all worthwhile..... as the exprience i had this year and the frens i gained, get to know better could never be replaced...

poem for you:
as the sun stood still, i gazed upon the memories i had this year, all the hopes i had made and all the love that i've gained. hoping that it would be a great year next year is what i hope, till the sun starts moving on again. i hope she would know , how much this feelings i have towards her, may this be the key for me to unlock her, may next year be chance for me to get her. may i end this by saying i love you!!!

Anyways, im looking forward to next year and i hope that it would be one of the best years of my life.... and wishing u fellow readers out there a happy new year.....

(ps. im at esplanade....)